Not tranforming anymore, not at all. Because you have become one of them already. Ignoring, no greetings and bitter pride. Honestly, I don't know you anymore. I don't want to know you anymore. Cause I've said it once, and I'll say it again, you're one of them now.

Audrey didn't come to school today. Neither did I, mentally. I was so emo, possibly the having the worst mornings, ever. I was writing all over my hand. I tend to do that a lot when I have a lot on my mind and have no one to talk to. And the fact that I was having a damn bad headache wasn't helping the situation at all. Anyways, enough of emo talk. Shakespeare doesn't like it. (Yes, Amerie? :D)

Fall Out Boy in six days, Jonas's 3D movie in exactly two months, Demi's deluxe album in one month and twenty-seven days, Grammy Awards in four days and one more month till the day I dread oh so much. My eyes are just dying to close right now. I'm in love with Miley's new songs. And I realised that I change topic super fast. I feel like eating apples with peanut butter right now. Yummy yum yum.

My computer has been sent for fixing, finally. And I really need to finish my art soon, I don't have much time left. High School Musical cheers me up :D Oh, the zanessa obsessed days. The day I found out about them, how my best friends made a poster of them for me. I still have it, along with my other ten million posters which have been forbidden to be put on my walls, simply because my mother doesn't allow me. "Oh, you'll be sharing your room with your sister soon. So you have to be considerate. And besides, it's freshly newly painted walls."

Considerate? More like she should stop using half of my Paris Hilton perfume in one day. And besides, it's Zanessa and the fucking Jonas Brothers we're talking about. Who was to prohibit me from putting pictures of them up on my walls?


Yes, I've definitely lost all of my best friends.
I don't know how, but I want them back.
Because it's the 'friends forever' that's bugging me.