Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Cause fantasies are only meant for fairytales.
Life right now seems rather pointless. Wake up, school, friends, repeat. I have sleepless nights trying to figure out what the heck am I doing on this planet when I am totally helpless to it. I am not trying to be resentful but some people are living their lives like it's the most precious thing.
I want to be one of them.
Questions flash through my mind.
;What do I want to be when I grow up?
;Where would life take me after graduating from Secondary School?
;Why is it so that ambitious goals just don't work for certain people?
Fuck, life is screwed.
I need to pull up my socks.
Now.
I couldn't make this up
I have been outdone by my own kind
I always traded up, yeah
Now I'm a victim for the first time
And I can't pretend I'm not over the edge
Well, well baby what do you know
You turned the tables on me, didn't you?
My, my, my it only serves me right, now I get it
This is how hurt feels
And it's everything they say it is
I was untouchable
Until karma crashed my party
Found out I'm crushable, oh
And I'm the only one who's sorry
It's unprecedented, I can't turn the page
No, no, no don't you go
I do all the breaking up around here
No, no, no don't steal my show
You should be the one crying these tears
Well, well baby, what do you know
You turned the tables on me, didn't you?
My, my, my it only serves me right, now I get it
This is how a heart breaks
And it's all it's cracked up to be
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