Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Happy birthday you too-handsome-for-this-world diabetic.
It's cool to know that I overannounced Nicholas' birthday. Haha, I think I said it more than a hundred times today but no one wanted to celebrate with me. How sad. Haha! But it's okay, I still have tomorrow because of America being like sixteen hours behind us so it's cool. Gahh Nicholas, get your damn sexy butt over here for goodness sakes.
It's cool to know that I overannounced Nicholas' birthday. Haha, I think I said it more than a hundred times today but no one wanted to celebrate with me. How sad. Haha! But it's okay, I still have tomorrow because of America being like sixteen hours behind us so it's cool. Gahh Nicholas, get your damn sexy butt over here for goodness sakes.
Ameera has too much ego in her head. She wants me proclaim my love for her, like she's the only lover I have in my life. Pfft, Ameera. No, but seriously, I miss you woman. I miss hanging out in Compass Point, blasting Jesse McCartney's songs from the second story till everyone looked at us. I miss eating Yoshinoya with you. I miss going out with you like almost everyday. I miss the cam-whoring moments we used to have in the bus. I just fcking miss you effing a lot in general. I want to get back to the old days, when the phone would ring and I knew it was you. I want to talk back and get yelled at, fight for nothing like we used to. Oh hold me, like you mean it, like you miss me, cause I know that you do. I want to get back, get back with you.
School is starting to get on my nerves. Don't get me wrong, I still love school and all but that is for the friends part. I hate the over piling of homework, I hate the fact that teachers still pick on me just because I wear that extra badge on top of my school badge, I hate the fact that it's getting so much harder as I grow older. I don't want to grow up, I don't want to have to be responsible for my wrong doings, I don't want to think that I might be alone in the world one day. Life really doesn't feel fair at this point of time, especially hearing the name Nadia. (Haha, sound familiar Ameera?)
-anettewashere-
Can you whisper in my ear, let me know it's alright.
You warned me that you were gonna leave
I never thought you would really go
I was blind but baby now I see
Broke your heart but now I know
That I was being such a fool
And I didn't deserve you
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dying without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Looking at the letter you that you left
Wondering if I'll ever get you back
Dreaming about when I'll see you next
Knowing that I never will forget
That I was being such a fool
And I still don't deserve you
So tell me what we're fighting for
Cause you know that truth means so much more
Cause you would if you could, don't lie
Cause I'd give everything that I've got left
To show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool
But I can't live without you
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