Ohmygod, I feel like breaking down right now. I don't know why, sudden mood swing. But I'm not crying. I feel quite happy. But emo all at the same time. Why can't you take a hint, pack your bags and get the hell out of my life? God, but you just had to stick around and I have to play like I care.

You know sometimes you want something so bad like a phone but you can't get it at all? Then you confess to your parents that you want it so badly. You beg so hard that they finally give in and hand you the money to buy it so that you would just shut the fuck up. Then once you're about to get the phone, you look at next door of the phone shop and noticed how much you wanted the guitar sitting in that store six months ago. So now you're just contemplating on which product you really want more. Then you finally realised that you don't exactly need a new phone just because everyone has got one. So you decide to buy the guitar instead.
Days later, you don't know whether you made the right choice.

Now I know why people don't want to grow up.